joy_jessica

you guys must be wondering why i haven't been posting eh?
haha.. cause i'm working at john little expo sale.. as a promoter.
yepp, along with marcus, noel, andrew, sabrina and yingsi.
but i don't see them often cause they are cashiers and stuff..
i met a few wonderful people while working man...
i'll try and get pictures of them! =)
today's my off day thats why i'm so free to post..

love,
joy jessica.

p.s. i miss you.

went to malaysia for a short 1 day trip.
haiyo.. wanted to go there to shop, but couldn't find anything nice..
ended up, we splurged on food. haha! pretty pathetic huh.

so, the hot topic now, PROM.
everyone's out to do last minute shopping.
i'm feeling kinda envious and also relieved.
envious because i don't get to dress up and you know, go for prom..
relieved because i don't have to dress up.
haha! yes. i am contradicting myself.
i went Far East Plaza with pretty babes the other day, and there were so many freaking hardcore shoppers. its like practically the whole place, is packed with teens.

i wanna loose all my freaking fats.
oh yah.. about this.
i have discovered, my new theory..
people go on a diet, because it seems to be more effective.
people do not exercise, to loose weight, because its a slow, long and tiring process.
but in the end, i dunno, for me, i think dieting is super bad for the body.
because i tried both before..
so instead of dieting, maybe a balanced diet would be better.

last statement of the day, GUYS SPEND MORE MONEY THEN GIRLS WHEN NECESSARY.
for example, prom.
haha! its true okay.. =))

love,
joy jessica

waaa... its been a long and tiring day..
left home at about 8am and came back at around 7pm.
first: went kite flying cum picnic at barrage.
second: shopped the whole of ion, far east, and then marina barrage.
i wanna get a job soon...!
somebody employ me...

Its world kindness day today.
i think its pretty cool..
for those that don't know why people were giving out free daisies,
you're supposed to give it to someone you appreciate...
yepp.. so i think singaporeans should come up with more events that would really make us warmer as individuals..
oh yah... we were at cinelesuire, and i met this group of sales promoters..
they are from ireland! super cool group of people.. they were promoting straighteners that really tempted me, my sis and jello.
and they tested the product on me.. hahahha.. the guy doing my hair was so hot.. hahahaha...
my sis gave one of the guys a daisy.. and haha.. the guy hugged her..
those who wanna get straighteners, go get it from them!

a minni straightener cum curler is $140. IN ADDITION, you get 12 months of free hair styling.. you just go to them and they'll do up your hair for you.. and and and, it does not damage your hair. you can use it every freaking day! SERIOUSLY!
I tried it and it was freaking good.. super uber soft..















happy worl kindness day people! =)

                     


GAHH..
this sucks.

oooo.. i wanna the papers to really end real soon!

List of things to do:
1) be a couch potato.
2) sleep
3) burn fats
4) sleep
5) watch shows.
6) Kbox.
7) shop.
8) holiday.
9) work
10) get rid of my dark circles.

i found my one and only regret...

these are the following things i have discovered recently:

- i have STM (  short term memory)
and this is for real..i kinda forget things like 4 secs after i said something.

- i have a pea brain.=0 ( that does not really function at all.)

- my long fringe obstructs my slow thinking ( making me think even slower =.=)

- i blabber loads of crap that makes me uber hyper. ( but most of the time, they really don't make sense.)

- i have a huge ass which i hate.

- i have an ugly nose.

- i am obsessed with DBSK

- i have a communication problem with my sister.

- once i forget something, it takes a long, long time for me to recall...

so moral of the story, you can trust me with your secrets.
because i forget them!

hahhahahahahah=)

with love,
joy jessica and jacinta

its been really really rainy recently...
yippie!
a few papers left...=0
mainly mcq and chinese..
yeap.. I CAN SMELL FREEDOM!!
hahahahahahhahahahahahahaha

i really want to go for prom..
rememeber me telling some of you guys that i'll be going overseas?
i'll still be going overseas.. but just later on in december..
meaning i can actually go for prom.. but its too late to register already huh...=(
i'll be going to new zeland!
or maybe paris.. it depends on what tickets we can get..
envious huh?
haha.. i'll take photos for you guys to see...
=) keep smiling folks.

sorry for doubting your power, sorry for saying those mean things..
i really don't wanna regret later on.
why did i loose my trust in you... this is truly a test of my believe in you.
even though i'm feeling terrible now, you must be feeling twice as terrible compared to me..
so sorry...
please forgive me..

what he said was right, you might be right there, in the examination hall.. carrying me through the exam.
it could have been worse.
At least i know i'm prepared.

I shouldn't doubt you anymore.
after all, you were the one who planned this.. there must be a reason..
guide me through these last week, give me courage and strength to stay strong.
at least i know i have put in my best, there's nothing to regret..

I love you.

hey everyone.=)
sigh.
this sucks.
O level is coming so quickly, its suffocating many of us.
all i  can say is don't give yourself to say " if only " when u receive your results.
instead say: "i've tried my best! " and you'll be happy no matter how bad the results are.

anyway, it was my mum's birthday on the 3rd of october.










we went to jumbo seafood restaurant and then went marina barrage.
took this photo from marina barrage. =)

the quietness lingering..
the state confusion and mixed feelings..
does anybody care?
i thought i had many who cared for me.. but now, i'm not sure anymore.
all i hear each day is complaints, un satisfaction, naggings and endless blabber about everyones life.

the things i do, are often neglected.
just that mistake, embedded in their hearts forever.
this barrier can never be overcomed... no matter what i do..

what's wrong with me?
i really don't know.. but everybody's expectations and demands on me are crashing me down.

everything sucks right now..
be it studies, family, friends or relationship wise, i seem to be loosing them all..
is this some sort of punishment?

i really wish a hero would come along soon..

studying in the library now but i'm using the laptop while waiting for him to solve a trigo question.
heh heh..=/
yippie! last paper on monday! ~ woohoo..
but i think my a math sure fail lah.. again..

JIA LING! SHA!
NEXT SATURDAY GO OUT!
ITS AN ORDER FROM JESSICA CPZ.

TATA!~STAY HAPPY DUDES!

my nephew came over!
haha.. he swam at my place and was so happy..

went to church just now for 9 days novena.



st vincent de paul.

i realised many people are very against plastic surgery but some.. are okay with it.
personally i think that its something we should learn to accept.
anyway, its already a common thing in Korea..
but singaporeans are making a big fuss over it.
For example, the felicia Chin issue.
people keep talking about it over and over again.
give her a break man.
even if she has had plastic surgery so what?
as long as she's happy that will do..
even if reporters think its an issue worth pursuing, readers would soon get bored of it anyway.
well it might not be so for all.. but i would.



yippie! no school for the next 2 days! =)
and 3 more papers to go.. but 2 subjects only..
woohoo..

but still..
there's still the major BIG O'S to conquer.
SUCKER>..

i did something quite unexpected yesterday.
well its a common thing anyone ordinary might do..
but maybe some of u who knows me woludn't  think i'll actually do it.. but i did!

okay so here it goes..

yesterday i was with jia ling.. eating lunch and stuff..
i overheard the radio dj at the fuji film booth that there's a competition and they would be giving away FREE CAMERAS!
but its only one set lah..
i became super enthusiastic.. i was eating my burger while considering if i should join.. when somebody walks through the doors of mcdonald's, i could hear the dj talking about it again... asking people to join and stuff...

i was super duper tempted... and although jia ling asked me not to join... i said okay... i shall go and ask the promoter and get more information about the competition.. so.. the moment i was there, the person asked: are u here to join the competition?
lols! i immediately said yes!

hhahahah.. so what i was supposed to do was that i had a time limit of 1 hour to take snap shots of people, objects etc, that inspires you..
and we each got to try out the fujifilm cam!

wahhh i super liked it! but the design is quite ugly though...

when i returned at 1.30, i had to choose the 3 best photos.. i was quite satisfied with the photos i took!!
and i had to stay till 3 to wait for the results.. -.-

so i wasted 3 hours just for this competition thing..
wah i was praying and stuff.. and esther, cheryl and meena who met us wished me good luck too!!
hahha..thanks guys..

but,,,,,, i didn't win eventually.. a women with a kid won the camera.
i was sad only for a moment lah.. but it was fun.. =)
well i actually went all out just to get it! so i'm satisfied..

P.S:// i actually went to ask kids if i could take pictures of them.. man that was fun! =))

oopsy.. i haven't updated for 2 weeks!
heh heh..

when i see kids.. i just get this kind of comfort one never understands.
i get so happy and cheerful, i wanna spend all my time with them.
what if i don't get in to the course really want?
should i even have this thought?

i don't understand..
why humans must be like this..
being too friendly, people would say that your fake or call u a  hypocrite.
why is the modern society like this?
full of criticisms and none of praise.
i'm getting quite sick and tired of this shit.
it is because of these kind of situations, i really don't know how to deal with adults..
when it comes to awkward moments like somebody who's crying, somebody who's angry,
i have no idea what to say.
1) i'm afraid i'll make the situation worse.
2) will what i say aid the situation?
but when it comes to children its just different...
haha! hubby tried out before.. when i started talking about how i would deal with the kid...
i was all happy and bubbly..

but of course i'm not entirely hopeless at comforting people too lah..
i'm just the sort of person who would be there to keep u company and after you've finished crying, automatically, you'll just tell me what happened. =)
haha! i really don't see the point of comforting the person when he/she is crying..
i prefer to talk to a person when he/she is more calmed.. in a state more suitable for talking and stuff..

oh well!
i'm just really excited to meet all these wonderful children..
hope i get into the course!
work hard jessica.
no more last minute work!
P.S:// i really want an I Phone.. !

XOXO,
joy jessica,

its a sunday!!
i made a cake for about 4 freaking hours.. but also plus cookies lah...
man.. i wasted so much time...
yesterday also never do much...
hais.. i'm damn sad..

my ppr  also like not good lah..
especially my a maths..
for O's, if i get like B4.. i'll scream like a mad dog already..

WORK HARD DEAR GIRL!! =(

there are other photos.. lazy to wait so long... hehe..


happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to natasha... happy birthday to you...
your 16 now!
!st one amongs the 3 of us to be 16!!!
hope all your birthday wishes come true...
and enjoy your birthday dear girl...

went out today to celebrate this dushbag's birtday.
ate dinner out.. and walked alittle.. thats about it...

Its been a long and tiring day...
BOOOO... loads and loads of papers to do..
50 odd days to O levels.
STRESS IS ROLLING IN FAST!!
Stress is right on top of this really steep hill and its rolling fast..
reall fast...
and i'm a tiny little person at the bottom of the hill...
i'm so dumb, i let the stress just flatten me..
oh no.. i'm even speaking Gabberish now..
oka ignore the first part.

Anyways, jello( aka as the well known Ah Bi) is staying over at my place..
to finish up sha's present..
hahahha...
sorry... =X

going out tomorrow..
PHOTO TAKING TIME!!! WEEEEE~~~~~!
and celebrate sha's 16th birthday!
happy advanced birthday to you DUSHBAG!!

you know whats great about taking photos in the dark?
nobody can really spot your flaws.. heehee..

went out yesterday to celebrate our anniversary =)
heehee.. good spending time with him..

lately, i'm getting freaked out every time the weekend approaches.
i used to feel happy that the weekends are finally here.. but now, its more of fear..
weekends come and go.. meaning that O's are coming too..
this thought freaks me out like shit man.

went out yesterday, meanig more work to do today.
sighs*

This is so boring.
i was blog surfing and nobody is updating their blogs.
booo.
stupid O's.